Semester Exams

This week Bastrop High School is giving semester exams. My exam for honors freshman and regular sophomores (I love the literal Greek meaning of “sophomore.” It means wise fool!) is a hundred question test centered on definitions, vocabulary, literary terms, and cultural literacy questions. 7th period was yesterday, Monday; today is 1st and 2nd; tomorrow, 3rd and 4th; and Friday, 5th and 6th.  I and the students are ready for the holidays.

 This week, I’ve been reading The Orchid Thief, and am absolutely enjoying it. Though nonfiction, the author has a captivating style. I didn’t realize flowers could drive people so mad! Ah, the things people become obsessed with. 

Here’s a quote from the book I really like: “For when a man falls in love with orchids, he’ll do anything to possess the one he wants. It’s like chasing a green-eyed woman or taking cocaine . . . .it’s a sort of madness . . . .'”

Novellas of Jim Harrison

The past three days, I’ve read three of Jim Harrison’s novellas, and wanted to post some observations before the memory of the read fades. I read Revenge, The Man Who Gave Up His Name, and Legends of the Fall. Harrison seems to be a master of narration, his prose so tight and his diction so carefully selected that he doesn’t need to follow the standard conventions of using dialogue. Absolutely amazing writing. All three pieces had a dark side. After reading a couple of bios about him on the Net, I am even more impressed. He is the kind of writer I’d like to be. I’ve posted quotes from Revenge already. Though there were many I could have used, I want to post one quote each from the other two novellas in this trilogy I read that I thought might be worthy of reflection, and perhaps provide story ideas.

The Man Who Gave Up His Name: “[T]here was nothing particularly undesirable or repellent in his life, only a certain lack of volume and intensity; he feared dreaming himself to death” (114).

Legends of the Fall: “His heart ached over the confusion and pain he had caused on earth” (264).

Revenge: A Novella by Jim Harrison

I finished Jim Harrison’s Revenge last night. A great read. I wish I had read this novella long ago. I am certain that I will try other works he’s written. I have two more novellas in this book, and if I like them, I’ll move on to his novels.

Revenge has a gripping opening scene, and Harrison, whom I would describe as a master storyteller, primarily uses narrative to move the story along. Jonathan Miles, in a review of Harrison’s writing, says Harrison possesses a “wounded narrative voice.” I think that is a fair description of Harrison’s technique. (You can read Miles interview here: http://archive.salon.com/books/review/2000/10/19/harrison/index.html) Miles says Harrison is a man who been prowling the literary edges for four decades.

Here are some quotes from Revenge that I thought might be food for thought or sparks for my own writing.

“He does read her the poem and her feminine capacity for romanticism for a moment approaches his own and they are suffused in a love trance, a state that so ineluctably peels back the senses making them fresh again whatever ages the lovers might be . . . the certainly accidental cohesion of two souls and bodies, often resulting in terror and unhappiness because so much previously unknown energy is released. (28)

“He was in love and he called his lover the moment he awoke, a gesture usually associated with the young or dopey, or jumping across two decades, to those who fall in love strongly in their late thirties or early forties.” (15)

“The two attracted far more attention than they would have thought possible . . . she was the vortex of attention nearly anywhere.” (29)

“Life was better if you were no one’s victim” (41)
“Somebody had stolen his soul, and he meant to have it back” (58)

Daily Grind

After two nights of late performances with my Scots-Irish band, Angus Dubhghall, I am a little on the tired side. High school midterm exams are only a week away, the Bastrop Rams won the football state championship, I’m developing my annual sinus infection, I’m behind on all my writing projects (except my poetry project), I’ve got to push my gifted and honor students through a writing contest that was dumped on us at the last minute.  They have to complete an original poem, a short story, and an essay by Friday.

Our school is using a Smart Filter. Well, the restrictions have tightened up, so that basically I’m feeling my computer is almost worthless. Won’t allow me to check my writer friends’ blogs (great sources of information for gifted kids) song lyrics, nor a thousand other sites I used to go to for quick information.  It’s censorship by robot. If you try to figure out the logic of this technical system and the administrators behind it, you will go mad.  Machine dictated and controlled information—though I admit people must be behind it somewhere. Whoever they are, they certainly aren’t English teachers. It seems that the infamous e-rate regulations are behind it, tied to the Child Protection Act. Evidently if we don’t use this austere system, we lose needed funds paying for our Internet. Of course, other than using it for IEP’s and lesson plans, and limited research, there’s not much Internet left. For research, books are better anyway, but then our library would have to get more books. Makes me wish we weren’t so dependent on the government.

It’s ironic: Every year I teach my kids Bradbury’s Fahrenheit 451, a novel that addresses the issue (along with many other themes) of censorship. So I teach that novel, and what do we do? Impose strict censorship. Another irony: At the same time they virtually shut down our computers, teachers were given demanding K-12 Educational Technology Standards. So, we are to do more with less. And the same government that created our present military mess is trying to teach/make  teachers to be “good.”

 

After saying all of this, I guess you could say I’m somewhat agitated.

MOVIE QUOTE OF THE DAY: from Cold Mountain.

Ada: Will you turn your back?

Inman: No, No, I will not.

Angus Dubhghall

My band, Angus Dubhghall, will be playing at a private party (SCV) Monday, December 11, in El Dorado, Arkansas, Monday night, and at a private party (SCV) in West Monroe, Tuesday, December 12. It looks like the next year for the band will be very full. I’ll keep you posted.

Revenge: A Movie

Tonight, I watched a movie, Revenge, starring Anthony Quinn, Kevin Costner, Madeleine Stowe, Miguel Ferrer, and other well-known actors. I’ve always liked movies involving Americans–expatriots, artists, emigres, or others–that are set in Mexico. I have even written two short stories that use Mexico as a setting–“A Small Quiet Splash,” and “Days of the Dead.” I’ve only been to Mexico only once, a border town, but I was fascinated by it, and I’ve had two friends, one a photographer and one a missionary, who have lived there. From these two friends, I gathered the details and descriptions for these stories. If you would like a copy, I’ll be happy to send the stories to you. Write me at rickeyp@bayou.com

Back to the movie. The movie, directed by Tony Scott, and alledgedly Quentin Tarantino’s favourite film, is based on a novella by Jim Harrison (Legends of the Fall, a book containing a trilogy of his novellas–Legends of the Fall, Revenge, and The Man Who Gave Up His Name). I ordered the trilogy tonight. I found out that Revenge was first published in Esquire Magazine in 1979. One site said the late director John Huston helped write the script.

I found the movie, as I hope I will find Harrison’s writing, moving. The tagline says: A passion that cannot be denied. A betrayal that cannot be forgiven. This is a tragedy, with a heart-breaking fierceness few films I’ve seen possess. The sadness is equal to the ending of Cormac McCarthy’s, Cities of the Plain, also set in Mexico.

The movie is a reminder of how powerful, determined, tragic, and consuming love (and how cruel jealousy) can be. These doomed lovers struggle in love and in lust, with Miryea a woman in a society where marriages were “arranged.” She finds love outside of her marriage, where true love often finds people. I’ve seen this movie probably a half a dozen times, but I’m sure I’ll watch it again. Yet, there’s much discussion on the Net about this movie, and not all of it as positive as I feel about the film. Maybe it’s the romantic in me. The Spanish spoken by the rough people in the film reminded me of the neighborhood where I grew up in Dallas. Here’s a site (and there’s many others) where you can learn a few Spanish curse words. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spanish_profanity

MOVIE QUOTE OF THE DAY : (Tibey) You Americans are so forgiving. But an animal without discipline . . .

All the Pretty Horses

My favorite American author is Cormac McCarthy. I was a member of the Cormac McCarthy Society for a year, and will join again as soon as I get a little slack in my checkbook. (Teaching school in Louisiana is an exercise in humility and poverty). I’ve read everything he’s written that’s in print. I’m requiring my seniors in my AP class to read All the Pretty Horses. A beautiful novel that was made into a beautiful movie. Below are are couple of quotes from it I like.

Movie Quote of the Day:

“He’d half meant to speak but those eyes had altered the world forever in the space of a heartbeat.”

(John Grady) “You’re fixin to get me in trouble.”
(Alejandra) “You are in trouble.”

General Thoughts and Schedule

Today, I’m giving vocabulary tests to my honors and gifted students, and we’re filing papers and busy work like that. My room is a wreck. Imagine a writer’s study used as a classroom and you’ll get a good visual image. Books piled everywhere, scattered papers, etc. I imagine there are some writers who have clean workplaces: I salute them.

The holiday season is going to be busy. I must attend a production of Scrooge tonight–no graceful way out of it. I have a 3-4 hour editing project I must finish, and a good friend in Atlanta wants me to come visit him this weekend. Thinks it will help my recent depression. I do owe him a visit, as it’s been a year and a half since I’ve seen him, and I haven’t seen his new place in Atlanta. (He lived in Greenville). But I haven’t made up my mind as to whether I will go or not, as Sunday my band was supposed to play at a private party, but our singer is still having throat problems. I might go on to Atlanta if I can set up a book reading/signing.

 Beyond this weekend,  on the 8th of Dec. my friend and I are DJ’ing a party at Calvert Crossing in Calhoun, and playing for the Scottish Society Christmas part on the 9th, in El Dorado on Monday the 11th for the SCV, for the SCV in W. Monroe on Tuesday the 12th. January is booked for me for three weekends. I do a posting on those later.

Movie Quotation for the Day: from Cold Mountain:(my favorite Civil War movie!)

Inman: You are all that keeps me from sliding into some dark place.
Ada: But how did I keep you? We barely knew each other. A few moments.
Inman: A thousand moments. They’re like a bag of tiny diamonds glittering in a black heart. Don’t matter if they’re real or things I made up. The shape of your neck, that’s real.  

Courtly Love in the Days of Arthur

Soon, I’ll be teaching my sophomores the myths and legend of King Arthur. One important lesson of this unit concerns Courtly Love as it was practiced in the Middle Ages. I make the point of how this doctrine of the Code of Chivalry placed woman on a pedastel, and how much (sometimes how little) courtly love has influenced modern ideas of romance. I point out how marriages then were matters of practicality, issues of power, and how if a person wanted to experience true love, it had to be found outside of marriage. I wrote this poem after thinking about how a knight would feel about the object of his adoration in such a relationship.

A Queen’s Duties

You are a queen, my queen,
A princesse lointaine,

The far-away princess
I could never obtain,
One with a bursting heart,
Filled with kindness and charity,
And I, the knight, the warrior-poet,
Differing from the boisterous,
Bragging, illiterate men surrounding you,
Who think of women as breeders, servants,
As a source of their (not your) sexual gratification.
I am the chivalrous knight who
Knew from the first glance
He loved you, and only you.
I am the only knight who would
Suffer for you, court you, even die for you,
You, with your responsibilities,
Duties, schedules, and blossoming beauty,
You, the queen who knew books
And loved words, who needed my poems.
The Queen of Love and Beauty.
We were thrown together
By chance, a fateful meeting,
The kind that changes everything, and
My queen became the love of my life.
This courtly love is our hearts’ outlet,
Feeding our souls, our hearts, our bodies,
But you are still a queen with duties, one
Who loves those in her charge too much
To destroy her own kingdom
Because of her own needs.
The rules of love are different for a queen.
She can only love when and as she can.
Some say courtly love cannot work in a modern world,
I say it can if it must, for as long as it must.
I know that it has elevated you,
Civilized and energized me,
I will always be your knight in the background,
Practicing the proper etiquette, but
Walking the knife’s edge of admiration of you,
Holding the tokens of your love against my heart.